irked

I woke up early today, went to school at exactly 7am and opened offices where I am in duty (for scholarship purposes). After opening the other rooms, went back to FLC and finished my duty for the day and browsed the net, I was looking for some info. about Ivler and read the word "irked", actually, I really don't know the word, hahaha, but reading the definition about it, that was the term I was feeling sometimes and somehow now. I went back to the dorm to have some rest and then I've realized that I have to finish my assignment, I was about to do it, but I was interrupted by facebook games, so I've decided to check on it first, then blah blah blah, I've ended up doing nothing,, I am so tired of doing nothing, hahahaha,, So now, I'll finish this blog and try to start doing my assignments,, I miss someone so much, I miss my friends in Naga, I miss doing the old usual things.. I miss everything,,,
Sorry, this is a nonsense blog, I'm not in the mood. :(

Can't Sleep

Nonsense
by: malex

thinking of the day I let you go
Thinking of what happened that day
You're not that good-looking
but damn, I'm so proud of you
But I still can't find the real reason
Why I should let go

Yes, there came another
But I still see you in him
there's really no reason, yet I made everything up
just to gave you up
And now, I can't sleep because of thinking
Why did I do that?
Can I just go back?

I wanna talk to you again
Just slap me, I might be dreaming
I just hope, I just hope i could run as fast as i could
As time warps studies it
Then, make rewinds and make twists and turns
on what happened..

Letting go,,, and then holding back...

I ENJOY..

I am feeling this great feeling when I am in a studio or a dance floor, although i'm not really good at dancing, I know I can and believe in myself that I could meemorize those steps. It turned out well and fun. I don't care about the people around me, I just enjoy myself center stage and do whatever i want. My body feels so light and fresh, I can't explain it, I think that's the power God blessed me, i can feel it everytime I dance. I feel a different glow, because I share it from my heart. I show the real passion for it and I do not waste it.. ^^, It feels so good. Each and everyone should try this, specially this saying "believe in yourself"... that you have abilities and talents that was a blessing from the Supreme Being. Bless yourself and embrace HIM. ^^,

finals... so stressful!!

i went here to my tita's house for a full concentration on my studying time, what the heck am I talking about?! I have so many temptations here!! hahahaha.. TV, Radio, internet, food blah blah blah.. I can't concentrate at all, I always have my cellphone beside me and from time to time I check on it for messages and everything I read from the book, where are they?? they're gone too soon!!! hahahahah...,,,

I had two coffees for 30 minutes and i am so alive!!! All i want is cofee, coffee, coffee, to keep me awake,, a few lines from my book kept me so sleepy... hahahaha,.

And now, I've been surfing the net for almost 3 hours already and studying......

NOTHING!! hahahaha..

But I have accomplished 1 thing, I memorized my declamation piece - "TEENAGER" I've been imagining myself on the act (SO not me!!)

Here are some pictures of me while doing nothing,,, hahahah

Those eyes are saying "this so boring..good thing here's a cam" hahahahaha.. love it...

good morning..

woke up today thinking of the PSP in the pawnshop.. LoL!! I just heard those gaming things outside and my ears heard them and woke me up early today.. hahahahah, i just can't pull it put from there, don't have money right now.. anyway, I'm here to greet myself and everyone a happy Sunday morning..

Hope I could survve the Finals week..

;)

so back to my blogging...

wohoo,. it's been so long since i updated this blog, i just kept on opening my friendster and multiply account, i forgot this blog.. :(
Anyway, here I am again, I am back to the basic,, Yeah right,, hahahaha,
I'm so stressed right now.. It's our finals week this week.. wooooooh!!

I wasn't able to put some pictures here to update my blog but no worries for me, i'll start to blog again because I have lots of things to come up this coming summer! I'm so excited, hope this be full of fun!!! I miss this blogging so mUCH!!hahahahah,.. Muah ,muah..

Love lots...


-ngalekth-

hOme for the Sembreak...

yup, I went home to my Place, NAGA CITY, I was able to see my friends again.. I just relaxed and rested there for a while.... But that wasn't forever..

There are so many things i've realized during my stay there.. being gone and away from my friends there..

i hang out with them as if we're high school students... I noticed serious things.. everything changed...

yup, everything.. physical, emotional, spiritual.. so many things that i don't understand, but of course, what I understand was they including me,,, have changed...

I can't help the feeling of missing the old times... our long talks, cuddles, plays,,, etc. i just miss them so much..

we have found different friends but our relationships together hasn't changed that much..
Some became so mature, some have separated for personal purposes...
well,, it's part of life...

and we're still hanging on with our own damn life... i gUess.. we can't stay together forever.. we have to look for our other self.. you see..
there are a lot of people living in this world.. we have to explore our own life and live on our OWN.. :)

anyway.. my friends are the best. I lOve them so much...